MY MISERIES
I think I have the worst parents ever, they just know how to let down their child . what I needed was support, I needed some company. And yes, about the ielts, I was just thinking about it , not that I really wanted to give that examination . I am like a broken doll here , its like for them , I have no right to talk about my opinion. They just care about their money. I am not saying that they should not, I am just saying that money should not come in between the dreams of their daughter . I am drowning inside my pool of tears wondering why I even thought of dreaming about my passion. I just want to run away to a place where no one knows me and judges me who for who I am not . I wished , just for once they should just support me and hold my hand and tell me that yes , you can do it , you can do whatever you want .
I think I have the worst parents ever, they just know how to let down their child . what I needed was support, I needed some company. And yes, about the ielts, I was just thinking about it , not that I really wanted to give that examination . I am like a broken doll here , its like for them , I have no right to talk about my opinion. They just care about their money. I am not saying that they should not, I am just saying that money should not come in between the dreams of their daughter . I am drowning inside my pool of tears wondering why I even thought of dreaming about my passion. I just want to run away to a place where no one knows me and judges me who for who I am not . I wished , just for once they should just support me and hold my hand and tell me that yes , you can do it , you can do whatever you want .
Well, if I talk about it seriously , I just need some
fucking support . I never say no for supporting my family or my brother . but
my brother , you know that bitchy ideal kid ruins it everytime . for once just
listen to me , atleast fake supporting me for once. Last year during these days
of my entrances , I was in depression , I didn’t let anyone k now about it . I
was crying all day and night and then
what happens I get stuck in a stupid place where nobody has their opinion. They
just rely on each other for the ideas or what ? internet.
I am sorry , I must be exaggerating about my problems right
now , but I have nowhere else to confide in. I have you. Only you listen to
me and you don’t revert back. Thank you
for being in my life . I have no place else to rely on. No love , no family (
well , It ended a long time ago , you
know it right ) and no friends just a bunch of stupid people who backstab me
when I turn around.
